So, I’ve just done what I dislike so much with some of my favourite bloggers. Taken a while to update this blog. I’ve been really busy this week though and when I’ve had a moment to myself, I’ve either been too tired or too uninspired to write anything.
I’m quite proud of the fact that I’ve been keeping my new yeas resolutions so far. So far, I’ve tried two things I’ve never tried before, so I’ve yet got one more thing to try to fulfil that promise. The first thing was that I tried the love balls I bought at the Erotica show. After I popped them in, I could hardly feel they were there which was disappointing. I didn’t pay all that much for them though, so at least I didn’t waste as much money as I did when I bought the rabbit vibrator I didn’t like when I tried it.
The second thing was that I have started taking salsa lessons, something I’ve wanted to do for a long time as well. I went along with Trinidad girl who lives in my block. I felt awkward going with her at first, because when I first met her the previous Sunday, which was her birthday, I managed to piss her off so much she left Shayne’s flat, but it seems to work out well between us now. She even came around to my flat with some lemsips because I don’t feel well enough to go all the way to Hammersmith to get some myself and she wants my attentions all a lot when we’re out with other people. And there was MM, a mutual friend of ours. The salsa was wicked! To my great surprise, I got right into the advanced class. I haven’t done much salsa before, none actually, but it does have similarities to belly dancing which I have done before. The strange thing though, was that when I danced with certain men like MM and the teacher, I was wicked, while when I danced with some of the others, we never managed to find the same rhythm. I consider myself a fairly good dancer and know I have a good rhythm, so I hated dancing with anyone but MM and the teacher. Afterwards, MM TG and I went to McDonalds before heading home. I was crashed, but 90minutes of hot Latin leg and hip moves didn’t prevent me from making love to my boy half the night.
Friday, I went to Hammersmith to meet my cousin who had come over from Norway. Actually, she’s my sister’s cousin, but I’m closer to her extended family than to my own, so she’s very much like a cousin to me as well. She’s a year younger than me and is growing up to be a very adventurous girl. The girl who didn’t even wanna stay the night at friends when she was a kid has lived in Japan for five months, and if off to Florida and Disney world to work there for six months in February. I think she’s quite brave to do that as I’ve heard the working conditions aren’t the best.
We walked around Hammersmith for a while, catching up and shopping a little. She got herself some Japanese anime collection and we decided to go to Oxford Street the next day. When we got home, we made lasagne, and invited Gill and Shayne around for dinner. Afterwards, TG and K joined us too. We snacked on skittles, Norwegian chocolate and crisps and drank wine. I managed to break one my wineglasses, something I wasn’t happy about, but apart from that it was great evening. Especially to see Gill again. She’s a lovely girl working for the government, but she isn’t happy in her job lately and has kept herself to herself lot of the time.
The next day it was an early rise so that we could head to town before the queues in primark got too long and people started bumping into each other every five seconds. We avoided all the bumping into people for a few hours, but unfortunately did not escape the long primark queues. We spent seven hours in Oxford Street. I was tired after four, and started to get a little edgy, but since this was my cousin’s holiday I did my best to hide it. I got what I needed though. Two new pairs of jeans, some glossy fade out hair colour, in my colour, just to make my hair shiny, a stick on bra and a new electric toothbrush to replace my faulty one.
In the evening we went out to Whitherspoon’s with TG, MM and K. I was a little worried about my cousin. She was quiet and didn’t eat much despite she telling me she was starving, but she assured me she was alright and that she had had a good evening.
Sunday morning we got up late and spent the day colouring each others hair and eating toasted bagels with cream cheese and salami before my cousin had to go her other friend in Oakwood where she was gonna stay till Wednesday.
I went to Shayne’s afterwards. I am really starting to fall in love with him properly now. I think it’s because I am gradually accepting the fact that I’ve moved on from M to someone who loves me, wants me and is not afraid to let the whole world know. We had the most mind-blowing sex I’ve had in a long time and he even made me squirt multiple times which felt amazing. I’ve tried to make myself squirt by masturbating in various ways before, but never been successful. I also love how he is as vocal as me during sex. How he keeps saying my name and that he loves me! I am used to guys being quieter, but the sound he makes turns me on!
I got an Indian take out that evening and stayed in reading the bastard on the couch and the bitch in the house, a selection of essays about modern relationships. Then I got a strange text. It was from a Norwegian number and written in English. I didn’t know who it was from, but the person asked how I was doing, how my studies were going and said sorry for not having spoken to me, but had stopped because of what had been said. It didn’t make sense to me and the text was signed with the name of my best friends name Mad. I thought it could be her. I hadn’t spoken to her for a year and a half and had missed her greatly, but it was too good to be true if it was her, so I texted back asking who she was. She texted back saying that if I wanted to talk, could I please call as she for some reason didn’t get her texts up on the display?
It was her! It was so, so good to hear her voice after such a long time. Mad and I have quite a story together which I will tell later, but basically, our parents have prevented us from staying in touch, with each other in our childhood, I helped her run away from home as well. she’s two years younger than me, but she’s married and has a daughter. I also learned she was pregnant with her second child. I invited her to come see me and hopefully she will soon. Mad and I have been through a lot together and we are connected in a very special and I believe spiritual way too, so it felt so right to talk to her again. It was as if we had never hung up the phone back in 2006! Mad, I’m so glad you’re back in my life!
Tags: Cousin, female ejaculation, Gill, Hammersmith, K, M, Mad, MM, Salsa, sex, Shayne, TG, Whitherspoon's
