on the up

By Lioness

My life is definitely getting better and better. So far this year, things have been ok, but nothing exciting has really happened until now. It’s funny how everything’s quiet for ages, and then, in a space of a few weeks, your life turns around dramatically. But this time is definitely for the better. HMF and I have finally found a flat after lots of looking around and flats we wanted being taken right before we were gonna place our offers. This one is in a very nice part of west London. It’s quite luxurious with two equally sized double bedrooms, a spacious kitchen, dining and livingroom area inn an open pplan sollution and a huge bathroom. The foyer downstairs make me think of upper class New York building complexes. The tiles are beautiful and there’s artwork on the walls. There’s a nice communal garden, but hopefully it’s private enough for my sun worshiping and our closest neighbour is a waitrose, something I absolutely love since I’m used to not living near a super market, which I really really miss. So, we’re moving in this Saturday and everything has been organized, so I hope everything will go smoothly.

Not only have I been fortunate to have found a new place to live, I also have a new job. But I just got one didn’t I? That’s right, I did, but that was really only freelance work. This is a full time position with normal hours, so no ridiculous shift times. I got given the job, which is in the children’s department, because they knew me there from the job I was doing before this news one. I’m not working in TV though which I’m happy about, but online and I’m going to communicate directly with the audience, the children, but not only that, I will conduct webchats with celebs and children’s TV presenters etc whenever they have webchat. I will do more as well, but not sure about everything yet. I know a few of my new colleagues already, so it won’t be hard to get to know everybody I think. I think they want me for at least two years, which is nothing but a great thing. And the job couldn’t have come at a better time.

Hopefully, with so many new beginnings, my lovelife will start taking a turn for the better? My crush on V was just a crush. I was gonna go on a lunch date with him, but it never happened, because I had to cancel. Had to edit something for a news bulletin, but maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. The encounter with my ex A was great, but he hasn’t even dropped me as much as a text message, so I’m pretty pissed off with him and it’s good I’m moving since I’m less likely to give in to my desire for him then. A friend of mine, who I’ve previously called Twin B, but who’ll be Ray from now on, seems to be taking an interest in me, but I don’t want to dwell on it too much, because there are a few reasons why we really shouldn’t be together. Nadz is having his baby in two months and although they’ve broken up, it may not be such a good idea to be with him. Also, he’s C, or twin A’s best mate, well, maybe not? Things have been changing lots lately, but if that’s the case, I’d find it hard because I really hate C. Reasons why I say Ray might be showing interest? He always comments on my facebook statuses, at least most of the time and, he appears to be coming to our house warming party. We were ok before, but now there’s much more talking. Could well be that he just want to strengthen the friendship, which would be fine to me. He is blind after all, which isn’t so great when I want a sighted guy, but we shall wait and see. Hopefully, I won’t go without sex for months though. Ray and I are really similar actually. We have the same sense of humour and like teh same films and music. And, he produces music.

I know my blog is boring now, simply because I’m happy, but I keep writing for the sake of writing really. Don’t wanna put it aside.

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