Which of them?
February 26, 2008So, I have a boyfriend and a lover. I said in my last post how I never thought this would happen to me, but now it has. So I might as well write down some pros and cons, just for my own sake really.
Pros,
KS: I love him! Love love love love him despite what I have done!
He’s sweet and loves me genuinely! Good humour, fun to talk to, open minded. Entertaining,
A good listener, a good cook, a wicked kisser and good lover, knows how to tease me, lovely lips, sexy body, lovely hair, beautiful smile, and beautiful face and like the same things as me, i.e. music, reading travelling etc. Treats me like a queen and would do everything for me.
Mr A.
Intellectual, deep, funny, lovely smile, really cares about me, a wicked wicked lover, knows how to satisfy me, treats me like a queen, has good eye sight, and has a car, mature, sophisticated.
Cons:
KS: Younger than me, slightly immature, sometimes naive and need to let other people speak their minds sometimes.
Mr A.
He meditates sometimes, can sometimes be a little too deep; don’t know how much he actually wants me.
Can anyone understand how I can love one guy and yet want another one so much? Aren’t you supposed to want no one else when you love someone and are attached to them? Would be good to hear some thoughts on this. I know though that I am making no rushed decision. I’ll think carefully and make sure nobody gets hurt although I’ve hurt myself a little bit already. I know though to be careful!